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2 August 2026 6 min min read EN

Wages of Sin

A soul descends toward the valley of peace and discovers that darkness is not the absence of beauty, but one of its oldest and most intimate forms.

fragments
#darkness#sin#soul#desire#hell#rebellion#existentialism
5 July 2026 4 min min read EN / اردو

I Am Cooking Sadness

A first-person fragment about cooking sadness in a hostel room while home, music, books, and darkness return like old ghosts.

fragments
#homesickness#hostel#parents#music#poetry#helplessness#nostalgia
4 July 2026 5 min min read EN / اردو

Monsters of Their Own Making

A first-person reflection on being young inside systems we did not build, yet are blamed for failing to survive.

fragments
#gen-z#systems#faith#ai#poetry#alienation#survival
15 June 2026 2 min min read EN

Night Over the Throat

A sleepless night between debugging models and forgetting the body.

fragments
#night#coding#ai#loneliness#anatomy#exhaustion
15 June 2026 1 min min read EN / اردو

Serene Joys of Tragedy

A meditation on homeland, inherited fire, and the quiet collapse of meaning in a restless city.

poetry
#poetry#ghalib#iqbal#homeland#tragedy#memory
15 June 2026 3 min min read EN

The Hoax of Original Thought

On originality, silence, forbidden knowledge, and the strange corridors where thought begins to dissolve.

fragments
#philosophy#memory#books#darkness#consciousness#solitude
15 June 2026 1 min min read EN

Of a Thousand Reasons to Cry

On cycles of suffering, fragile hope, and the strange persistence of life.

fragments
#suffering#hope#philosophy#repetition#existence
15 June 2026 5 min min read EN

Wages of Sin

A feverish prose fragment on corrupted systems, divine punishment, broken faith, and the crooked hope that survives inside ruin.

fragments
#apocalypse#sin#contrapasso#exile#faith#madness#salvation
15 June 2026 2 min min read EN

You Build Systems That Don’t Feed You

A second-person reflection on building intelligent systems while your own life remains unsupported.

fragments
#ai#research#burnout#systems#dreams#poverty
15 June 2026 4 min min read EN

After the Apocalypse

A dialogue between human emotion and artificial intelligence in the aftermath of imagined apocalypse.

prose
#apocalyptic#ai#philosophy#love#loneliness#humanity
14 جون، 2026 2 min min read اردو

خودکشی کی جمالیات: ایک ادبی مطالعہ

زندگی، موت، خودکشی اور انسانی ذہن میں پھیلی ہوئی بے چینی پر ایک ادبی اور تنقیدی نوٹ۔

prose
#اردو#نثر#موت#خودکشی#فلسفہ#ادبی مطالعہ
14 June 2026 1 min min read EN

Near the Void

On the strange comfort of machines, and the small archives we build to remain ourselves.

journal
#memory#ai#loneliness#computers
14 June 2026 2 min min read EN

The Night Is Tough

A heavy night, a restless heart, and the unbearable question of where a soul should retreat when every refuge feels broken.

fragments
#night#sorrow#prayer#memory#guilt#loneliness
14 جون، 2026 3 min min read اردو

تجسس امید دیتا ہے، پھر ناامید کر دیتا ہے

تجسس، امید، تعلق، عادت اور انسانی زندگی کی عارضی حقیقت پر ایک ذاتی نوٹ۔

prose
#اردو#نثر#تجسس#امید#ناامیدی#پسندیدہ تحریر
13 جون، 2026 1 min min read اردو

ایک خاموش رات

خاموش رات میں یادوں اور لفظوں کے درمیان لکھی گئی ایک مختصر تحریر۔

poetry
#اردو#شاعری#تنہائی
12 June 2026 1 min min read EN / اردو

The Language Between Us

A mixed-language fragment about the words that only feel true in their first language.

fragments
#language#اردو#memory

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